Today is the day I’ve feared for months. Isaac just called. We broke up. He said, “I’m breaking up” instead of “We’re breaking up” and I cried a little but not on the phone. It was just a shock to me.
Anyway, I kind of have other boys in mind. I really am not all that crushed. Sure, I’m not all that happy but he said 8 months is a long time for a couple our age and it wasn’t for nothing. He said he just grew apart and that I didn’t do anything. And I’m really surprised at how the only reason I’m mad is because I was going to break up with him first.
I think I’m already over it. And now I have emotional and sexual experience to start a new loving relationship—even if it’s with a guy who barely speaks English. (AJ will learn better) but right now I just want to see who wins in the end.